Comedian and actress Chelsea Lloyd is the host of Dying of Laughter, a podcast about grief. She joins us for a fun and wide-ranging conversation about:

-being a single dog mom

-how she and Keila are a part of the dead dads club

-dating after a breakup

-dealing with the loss of a parent

-finding community in grief group and grief camps

-using humor to get through the pain

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Today’s episode is all about sex, baby! GG Sauvage, writer for Cosmopolitan magazine, internet sex goddess, and real life Carrie Bradshaw comes on to spill all the juicy details on how she became empowered through sex work.

This episode is NOT SAFE FOR WORK! NOT FOR KIDS! And we love that! You’ve been warned. She sits down with me to discuss:

-communication and consent in the bedroom

-GG's experience working at a legal brothel in Nevada

-the psychology of sexual domination

-how you can get more comfortable with your own pleasure and sexuality

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Martin Morrow (Progressive ads, I Think You Should Leave) joins us for a candid conversation about how mistakes can lead us to the truth of our identity. We chat about:

• Martin's roots in Alabama and Chicago
• infidelity in relationships
• what it takes to make it as a comic with issues
• TRIGGER WARNING - we talk about Martin surviving a suicide attempt thanks to his mother.

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If you or a loved one is struggling with these thoughts, please call the National Suicide Prevention Hotline - 988

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The legendary comedy manager, exec producer of Last Comic Standing, and host of the podcast Industry Standard - Barry Katz - joins Keila for a candid discussion full of wisdom from decades of experience with the best comedians of our time.

• Be your own best employee
• Behind-the-scenes stories from his high profile clients
• Barry's Blueprint for Success coaching program - use code CRYING for 25% off your membership!! https://www.blueprint-for-success.com/a/2147531462/JTKqdoFQ

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Nick Thompson, former Love is Blind cast member, podcast host, and founder of the UCANN foundation, comes to chat about how his experience in reality TV led him to become an advocate for others. Learn all about:

• the mindf*** of getting married in just 7 weeks and becoming famous overnight
• producers manipulating relationships for ratings
• exclusive, behind-the-scenes stories - moments that you didn't see on Netflix!
• advice if you're considering reality TV

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Follow host Keila Dolle: @keiladolle // @cryingbehindpod

Follow guest Nick Thompson: https://www.instagram.com/nthompson513/

Nick's website, which links to his podcast and foundation: https://www.engagewithnick.com/

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Jake Breslauer, comedian and chef, joins Keila to share some very candid, tragic, and hysterical details about his divorce and subsequent new chapter in life. Topics discussed include:

• how to cope after divorce
• communication in relationships
• why Instagram couples are not real life
• favorite sadness meals
• #DivorceTok

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Follow host Keila Dolle: @keiladolle // @cryingbehindpod

Follow guest Jake Breslauer: @jake.n.bake.88

BOOKS: The State of Affairs - Rethinking Infidelity by Esther Perel - https://a.co/d/0AbtWes

Attached: The New Science of Adult Attachment and How It Can Help You Find—and Keep—Love by Amir Levine & Rachel Heller - https://a.co/d/i4P4nxm

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Today is a lil' mini episode for you - a beginner's guide to meditating and breathwork. Keila leads you through how to quiet your mind, connect your brain to your body, and ground yourself in order to be more productive.

Follow host Keila Dolle: @keiladolle // @cryingbehindpod

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Keila Dolle is back with an update after extensive foot & ankle surgery which has impacted her mental health in more ways than you can imagine. In this solo episode, she shares about:

• the power of communal healing
• learning to ask for and receive help
• pain management - both physical and mental
• the new community on Patreon!

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Host Keila Dolle returns to the mic to share about Brene Brown's 7 Elements of Trust, becoming a certified domestic violence counselor, how you can Marie Kondo your mental health, and going back to school to get her MFT.

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RESOURCES:

Brene Brown TED Talk - The Anatomy of Trust - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XGpm7efVJcA

Peace Over Violence - https://www.peaceoverviolence.org/

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Comedian Carl Tart from NBC's Grand Crew joins Keila to talk about:

• Men being vulnerable and going to therapy
• Friend breakups
• How to be more proactive, attract the partner that you want
• Behind the scenes of Grand Crew!!

Follow host Keila Dolle: @keiladolle // @cryingbehindpod

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Licensed clinical psychologist, author and emotional intelligence expert JJ Kelly joins us to discuss:

• Zen mindfulness meets CBT
• Punk alternative therapy - thinking outside of the box and empowering the patient to take charge of their healing
• TRIGGER WARNING we talk about self harm in this episode - and discuss solutions to solve it
• Learn to ride the wave of emotions and choose a different action

If you or someone you know needs help, The Suicide Prevention hotline is open 24/7, you are not alone: 800-273-8255

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Journalist, author and co-founder of Fulcrum News, David Seaman comes on the podcast for a wide-ranging discussion that looks into the future! Today's topics include:

• the psychology of Q anon
• quantum immortality
• how crypto currency works
• Aliens - are they real?
• the power of intentional thinking in the present.

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Actress and filmmaker Michaela Myers joins Keila for a candid and wide-ranging discussion about relationships, creativity, and ADD. Today's topics include:

• Directing and acting in her short film, Tristan and Isaac
• Why motherhood is not for everyone
• Tips on how to focus when you have ADD / ADHD
• Developing empathy through couple's therapy

If you or someone you know needs help, The Suicide Prevention hotline is open 24/7, you are not alone: 800-273-8255

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Comedy writer and king of internet bits, Joey Clift, joins Keila for a candid conversation to kick off 2022. Topics include:

• Growing up on a Native American reservation
• How he got started in comedy
• Sensory deprivation tanks - what is it like?
• Being in an emotionally abusive relationship, and how to choose better for yourself
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Happy new year and happy holidays - here's a bonus solo episode to help you survive your seasonal depression. A little holiday treat for you. Host Keila Dolle shares:

• tips for dealing with toxic family members
• keeping your spirits up during another lockdown
• poetry and meditation to keep your anxiety at bay
• why Hallmark movies are not real life!

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Poetry Book: clarity & connection by yung pueblo

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How can a mother move on after losing two sons to suicide? Actress, comedian and creator of Gossiping Grams, Andi Poland, joins Keila to discuss:

• Andi's return to acting as a grandma after decades away
• Losing both of her sons to suicide
• Grief support groups
• School programs for suicide prevention

If you or someone you know needs help, The Suicide Prevention hotline is open 24/7, you are not alone: 800-273-8255

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Guest Andi Poland: @polandandi // Gossiping Grams Youtube

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Jay Washington (wrestler, comedian, and host) joins us to talk about black men's mental health, how he got his start in wrestling and comedy, and how you can learn to feel better even when you've hit rock bottom. Some other topics include:

• Divorce and recovery
• How Jay kept his confidence and swagger, booking gigs even while he was sleeping in his car!
• His wake up call when a friend stopped him from jumping out of a window
• The power of positive affirmations

Follow host Keila Dolle: @keiladolle // @cryingbehindpod

Guest Jay Washington: @mrjaywashington // Blerds in the Hood podcast // Mad Titan podcast

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After a few months off, your host Keila Dolle (formerly known as Katy) is back for more. To kick off season 3, Keila catches us up on her new identity after calling off her wedding, and healing from trauma in order to take positive steps forward. Topics include:

• Leaving a toxic relationship
• Reiki healing sessions
• Surrendering to your purpose
• Going against the patriarchy
• Intergenerational trauma

Follow host Keila Dolle: @keiladolle // @cryingbehindpod

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From the hit reality show "The Circle" on Netflix, Season 1 runner-up Shubham Goel joins us to share all about his journey of becoming an influencer despite hating social media. We talk about:

• The effects of social media on mental health
• Behind the scenes of The Circle
• The psychology of catfishing
• cultivating and celebrating deep inner joy
• Shubham's comedic inspirations

Follow host Keila Dolle: @keiladolle // @cryingbehindpod

Follow Shubham Goel: @shubham_goell

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Dating, relationships, marriage, divorce - all of these things deeply impact and are affected by our mental health. On today's episode, host Keila Dolle dives deep with Matthew Solomon. He's an empowerment coach specializing in communication and relationships, and the author of “Man School: Relating with Women in the #MeToo Era.”

TRIGGER WARNING - sexual assault

Topics include:

• Helping men to understand their role in the #MeToo movement
• Reinventing yourself after divorce
• conscious uncoupling
• Being creative with your life path

Follow host Keila Dolle: @keiladolle // @cryingbehindpod

Follow Matthew Solomon: @mattytheglue

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