toland and i talk solar beings, authenticity of the self vs. authenticity of the moment, self expression, solstice stories, and what consciousness the sun is shining on for each of us in this polarizing point of the year

find toland online at https://www.tolandlawrence.com/about

find her in person for human design readings at cosmic connections in nashville

music by noah souder-russo

kelsey and i meet in a ritual devoted to uranus and uranus's ruler for the past 8 years, venus, and us as talismans of these planets. we tell stories, talk about our experiences of uranus in taurus, and uplift the freedom the upheaval has brought us. ritual recorded the day of this epic ingress and released the minute of the ingress into gemini, 7:51 CDT.

note that i say uranus was in taurus for 7 years several times this episode and that is incorrect -- they've been there since may 15, 2018! with a period of time from july-november 2025 during which they were already in gemini.

content warning: sexual assault mention at 43:30.

find kelsey here: https://www.kelseyrosetort.com

listen to her podcast, the maia games and join the orbit field to hang out more with her frequency and her community

music by noah souder-russo

references from our recording:

ascendant assemblies: kelsey and i facilitate online gatherings 4 times this year for people with the same elemental rising signs to be together and understand how the cosmic transits of the season are impacting your charts

lab partners episode where maru and i discuss death and suicidality (crossover episode on this podcast too)

kelsey's episode on uranus with lex

kelsey's episode on her freedom journey on toland's podcast, after the tower

"to do more and more with less and less until eventually you can do everything with nothing" - r. buckminster fuller

noah is back and with me for a session, getting underneath some story loops he's been in for a long time. we meander through his rhythms of what he calls "flinging himself into resonance, " his continual searching for home in decisions, the importance of being witnessed in flow.

when we got off the call, we had a phone debrief that inspired us to record a post-session moment, which is included at the end. in that part we really sink into the breakthrough moment he had in our debrief and what that kind of shift opens up. lots of love in this one.

music by noah

my beloved noah souder-russo joins me to talk about time, presence, and to officially welcome the one-foot-on-the-roof evolving podcast baby creation into being

find them online at https://www.iamnsr.com

music by noah

the brilliant toland lawrence is back, holding space for me to unravel my last year since exactly 1 year ago when i was featured on her podcast after the tower for my first ever recording -- lots of synchronicity and time travel on this one.

listen to that podcast episode, "making meaning," here

find toland online at https://www.tolandlawrence.com/about

find her in person for human design readings at cosmic connections in nashville

notes from the episode:

the book i mention: undoing monogamy by angela willey

the podcast episode i love: for the wild's "dr. kim tallbear on reviving kinship and sexual abundance"

music by noah souder-russo

my sweet delightful genius friend toland lawrence joins for the rebirth of one foot on the roof! we work with and through some stuckness she's bringing about a new exciting project of hers.

find toland online at https://www.tolandlawrence.com/about

find her in person for tarot and human design readings at cosmic connections in nashville

music by noah souder-russo