• Mushrooms and Music: Just What I Needed

    Today on the show, Caitlin shares another story about a pivotal life moment while at a concert on mushrooms. It was almost as if the universe perfectly curated this experience for her, even though she had no idea it was coming. She details the evening’s events, all the emotions that came with it, and how the mushrooms helped her gain such clarity about her life at the time. This is yet another example of how psychedelics help us quickly come to clear, peaceful conclusions to create mindful shifts in our lives. Yes, we may be able to make sound decisions without using psychedelics, but psilocybin helps streamline the process and makes it a lot more fun.


    In this episode of Not That Crazy:

    • What happens when we rely on others for solidity
    • Why music and psychedelics are the best way to access deeper parts of our psyche
    • The mushroom trip that helped Caitlin close the chapter of her life in LA
    • Plant medicine’s seemingly never-ending benefits


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    This show is produced by Soulfire Productions


    E34 - 37m - Nov 22, 2022
  • Mushrooms or Not, You Still Need to Do the Work

    Let’s talk about mushrooms! In today’s solo, Caitlin talks about how casual doses of mushrooms impact our social interactions. She tells a story about a recent interaction that has her pondering an idea: Those dedicated to self-work and shadow work can integrate things more easily than those who enter the psychedelic experience with less intentionality. We all know that psychedelics help us approach others with unconditional love, but some of us have a harder time maintaining an open heart once the mushrooms wear off.


    In this episode of Not That Crazy:

    • Feeling peoples’ literal souls through touch cognition
    • That time Caitlin’s unconditional love was stonewalled 
    • Do the work sober to get the most out of psychedelics
    • WTF – Caitlin can’t even pick a damn hair color


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    E34 - 34m - Nov 15, 2022
  • Why Do We Keep Numbing Ourselves…Are We All Just a Little Depressed?

    Whether it be alcohol, marijuana, or even something “healthy”, like work or exercise, we all have our thing we turn to when we need to unplug. But when’s the last time you’ve reflected on your relationship with whatever it is you’re using to escape? In today’s solo, Caitlin opens up about how her relationship with alcohol has evolved over the years and shares some of the things that she now prefers in its place. By being honest about her experience, Caitlin invites us all to reflect on our relationships with our numbing device of choice: Could a healthier option achieve the same or better results? 


    In this episode of Not That Crazy:

    • Stop normalizing post-drinking sadness
    • How Ahai energy training forever changed Caitlin’s drinking habits
    • Food for thought: We’re all just a little depressed
    • Becoming aware of–and upleveling–your setpoint 
    • WTF - Driving on empty…Just get the gas! 


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    E33 - 39m - Nov 8, 2022
  • Spiritual P*ssing Contests

    Caitlin’s bringing the fire in today’s solo, unpacking her experience existing in the mainstream vs. spiritual spaces — and what it’s like feeling like you fit into neither. As she’s witnessed this desire to homogenize the spirituality space, along with this p*ssing contest of who can present as “the most” spiritual, she’s on a mission to spread acceptance and curiosity around the uniqueness of our spiritual paths.



    In this episode of Not That Crazy:

    • Creating your own place within existing spaces
    • Feeling resistance to the label of ‘spiritual’
    • Spiritual p*ssing contests: presenting as ‘the most’ spiritual
    • Normalizing spirituality as the connection to self & Spirit
    • The lack of acceptance & curiosity in society


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    This show is produced by Soulfire Productions

    E32 - 32m - Oct 25, 2022
  • Shift Your Style & Your Life with Astrostylist Tiffany Gaines

    Tiffany Gaines blends astrology and human design to help clients understand their shopping tendencies and personal style, helping connect them to their true essence. Today’s conversation unpacks the energetics of style and the nuanced layers of emotion that come with letting go of the old to step into a new energy. Tiffany and Caitlin also talk about breaking out of society’s standards and the boxes we put ourselves in to explore what’s the most authentic expression of you.



    In this episode of Not That Crazy:

    • Energetics of style & understanding your authentic expression
    • Tapping into different sides of yourself through style
    • Letting go of emotionally heavy items & releasing guilt
    • Healing after substance use & using clothing as a manipulative tool
    • Reconnecting with your inner child through style


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    This show is produced by Soulfire Productions


    E31 - 1h 8m - Oct 20, 2022
  • Spiritual Bullsh*t: The Power of Discernment with Kelli Moore

    Today on the show, Caitlin is joined by the CEO and co-founder of SoulFire productions, Kelli Moore. Caitlin confides that she’s been questioning why she self-identifies as a spiritual person, and having trouble finding the middle ground between the woo and normalcy. This leads the two to honestly critique the spiritual, personal development community, highlighting both the benefits and the darker truths and offering some tips for discerning which leaders are truly in integrity.


    In this episode of Not That Crazy:

    • Caitlin’s revolt against being labeled a “spiritual” person
    • Calling out the Cult of Spirituality 
    • Spotting manipulation within the spiritual community
    • WTF - That time Kelli threw up on Conner's dick


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    This show is produced by Soulfire Productions

    E30 - 58m - Oct 11, 2022
  • You Can Put Yourself First and No One Will Die

    It can be hard to notice when certain friends and family members are not capable of showing up for you in the way that you need and deserve, but there are people out there that can show up for you in that way. In this solo episode, Caitlin talks about giving the people who actually do show up for you priority over those you feel obligated to. Because, in reality, you’re really only obligated to yourself…and if you’re not going to show up for yourself, no one else will either.  


    In this episode of Not That Crazy:

    • Plot twist: Caitlin’s really been moonlighting as “corporate Caitlin”
    • That time work spontaneously scheduled a mandatory in-person meeting while Caitlin was out of state
    • How to show up for yourself when your workload triggers a stress response 
    • Do hummingbirds actually have a sixth sense?


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    E29 - 37m - Oct 4, 2022
  • Stop Trying to Take Your Power Back and Start Living from Your Authority

    This idea that you need to “re-become” whole is bullshit. You are already whole, and you always have been. It really is that simple, but that doesn’t mean it’s easy to embody. In today’s solo, Caitlin reminds you that your power is truly always there for you and that you get to be the leading energy of your life, not the overwhelming sensations that you feel some of the time. If you’re struggling with any of this, remember that, at any moment, you can plug back into your power source. At any moment, you can start living from your authority. It’s not something you need to take back.



    In this episode of Not That Crazy:

    • Why Caitlin can't even with "taking your power back"
    • Why we can’t just stop battling our own “mental fuckery”
    • The reel that was really a mirror for the way Caitlin has been triggering herself lately
    • We may always carry our wounds, but we've had something way better for even longer
    • WTF am I doing? Rock photography on mushrooms in Sedona

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    This show is produced by Soulfire Productions

    E28 - 30m - Aug 30, 2022
  • Two Self-Projected Projectors: Personal Evolution, Podcasting & LSD with Samantha Gladish

    In this episode, Caitlin chats with holistic nutritionist, business coach, author and fellow self-projected projector podcaster, Samantha Gladish. Samantha helps health and wellness coaches and online service providers find their soul-aligned clients to grow their online businesses and up-level their bank accounts. 

    Caitlin and Samantha bond over the similarities within their human design charts, the sometimes awkward life of a podcaster and psychedelics. They also open up about overcoming their people-pleasing tendencies and how making big life changes guided by your own inner voices is the best way to take care of your soul. 



    In this episode of Not That Crazy:

    • Why Samantha’s not really new to the “woo”
    • That moment when Samantha knew she had to focus on business coaching
    • How we’re really just constantly evolving into truer versions of ourselves
    • Why podcasting is so hard when you’re a self projected projector
    • Delving into the magic of “gene keys”
    • Don’t even with your scarcity mindset
    • Is LSD really that scary?



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    This show is produced by Soulfire Productions


    E27 - 56m - Aug 16, 2022
  • WTF Is Caitlin’s Biggest Insecurity?

    Your biggest insecurity probably isn’t what you think. It’s not about how smart you are, how pretty you are, or whatever it is that you believe you are. There’s something deeper at play. You can play the game and try to hide it from yourself and the world or you can find out what it is, meet it, and learn to love the shit out of it. Once you learn to love your real insecurity, then you can start to truly be free.


    In this episode of Not That Crazy:

    • Caitlin’s same same but different insecurities over the years
    • The sneaky thing Caitlin was actually insecure about
    • WTF am I doing? Why doesn’t teleportation exist yet?


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    This show is produced by Soulfire Productions


    E26 - 20m - Aug 9, 2022
  • I Saw This Year Going Differently In My Mind with Kerry Ferber

    Kerry Ferber is a Grief Guide, Energy Healer, and Certified Spiritual Life Coach who’s specialized in energetic alchemy and vibrational transmutation. She assists people moving through layers of grief and anxiety through her Grounded Grieving offering and loves helping create space for our new stories to emerge. 

    Inspired by the energies of the "1" in numerology, Caitlin and Kerry discuss WTF it really feels like to rebuild yourself - or your life - after a period of destruction. They connect over a wide range of topics including trusting yourself, identifying and advocating for your needs and embracing constant rebirth, change and expansion—even when you have no idea where it's leading.


    In this episode of Not That Crazy:

    • A fresh start doesn’t equal sunshine & rainbows
    • Is it a Phoenix Rising or really just a Fool’s Journey?
    • Who even cares if you have no idea where you’re going? The universe does!
    • Being one with yourself and everything else
    • Why are we so afraid of expansion and change?
    • Embracing your inner chameleon - Styling your life to fit the current version of yourself

     

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    This show is produced by Soulfire Productions

    E25 - 59m - Aug 3, 2022
  • Can We Not With This “Healing” Bullshit?

    Nowadays, we’re always hearing the word “healing” within the spirituality and personal development space. But healing should only be used when discussing wounds and diseases, not inner work. Healing implies that something needs to change in order for us to become whole again, but, the truth is, we’re actually already whole. So, instead of talking about “healing ourselves”, we should be talking about reintegrating the parts of us that we’ve been trying to shed. When we can fully accept, love and appreciate all aspects of ourselves, our experience of walking through the world changes for the better.


    In this episode of Not That Crazy:

    • Why the idea of “healing,” as it relates to inner work, is bullshit
    • WTF “heal” and “integrate” actually mean
    • How you’re actually kind of like an egg
    • WTF am I doing? Who closes at 5:45 on a Saturday?!


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    This show is produced by Soulfire Productions


    E24 - 23m - Jul 26, 2022
  • Perfect Time, Perfect Place, Perfect Thing

    Every now and again, our minds have a hard time staying present. Instead, we focus on the past or future, often creating false realities that leave us feeling super anxious. We’ve all heard that “staying present”, or focusing on “right now”, is the way out, but are we ever given the tools for how to do this? In today’s solo, Caitlin talks about some of her recent anxieties and the techniques she uses to help her anchor into “right now”.


    In this episode of Not That Crazy:

    • How Caitlin has been managing her anxiety as of late
    • Why you can’t wish your way out of discomfort
    • Tips to let right now be perfect, even when it isn’t



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    This show is produced by Soulfire Productions


    E23 - 31m - Jul 7, 2022
  • Making the Woo Less Taboo with Jess Bubbico

    Today on the show, Caitlin is joined by spiritual business coach, podcast host and fellow Human Design lover, Jess Bubbico. Caitlin and Jess bond over their shared goal of making the “woo” less taboo and talk about how to integrate Human Design in your personal, dating and work life.  


    In this episode of Not That Crazy:

    • Human Design and dating
    • Embracing Human Design as an experiment and leaning into what works for you
    • How spirituality, coaching, and entrepreneurship have evolved and where they might be headed
    • The tangible benefits of Human Design in business and beyond
    • The importance of understanding the basics of Human Design before diving too deep


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    This show is produced by Soulfire Productions


    E22 - 59m - Jun 28, 2022
  • Exploring Spirituality vs. Personal Development

    Have you ever thought about the difference between spirituality and personal development? In today’s solo, Caitlin ponders why it seems like things that fall under spirituality are often met with a bit more resistance than things labeled personal development, and whether or not this is fair. Could they be more similar than they are different?


    In this episode of Not That Crazy:

    • Where’s the line between spirituality and personal development?
    • Different types of resistance (to change) and skepticism
    • Can meditation be viewed as a form of personal development?
    • How spirituality and personal development are connected
    • Why some degree of spiritual connection is essential

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    This show is produced by Soulfire Productions


    E21 - 23m - Jun 21, 2022
  • Making Friends with Your Own Shame

    Whether we like to admit it or not, we all carry deeply rooted shame. There’s no getting around it. And yes, even those of us who claim we “have no shame” still have shame. On today’s episode, Caitlin explains how human design can be used as a tool to help us uncover and get to know our shame. Once we spend time with these aspects of ourselves, we can begin to truly love and accept every part of us–even the ugly ones. Being honest with ourselves in this way is a big step that propels us forward on our journey of growth and self-love. 


    In this episode of Not That Crazy:


    • Making friends with your own shame
    • The importance of shadow work
    • How being open to feedback can lead to more self-growth
    • The power of human design in helping us accept and love all parts of ourselves
    • Leveraging the lines for deeper integration

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    This show is produced by Soulfire Productions


    E20 - 27m - Jun 14, 2022
  • Could Your Intuition Be the Missing Piece?

    In today’s world, so many of us are constantly seeking to numb ourselves. We consider anxiety, depression and a general lack of enthusiasm to be a normal part of life. But it’s not. If you’re not feeling vibrant, energetic and excited for life, this is a sign that you have gotten off track and your intuition may be the missing piece. In today’s solo, Caitlin shares some personal stories about being both in and out of tune with her own intuition, and explains why you must tune into, and follow, yours if you truly want to thrive. 


    In this episode of Not That Crazy:

    • How intuition and alignment go hand and hand
    • The different ways that intuition manifests itself
    • Some signs that you may already be following your intuition
    • Intuition from the human design perspective
    • How committed we are to our patterns


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    This show is produced by Soulfire Productions

    E19 - 30m - Jun 8, 2022
  • Dancing With the Unknown with Emily Fitz

    Emily Fitz is a former waitress turned multiple six-figure entrepreneur. She’s super passionate about serving others and has managed to make a career out of it. On today’s episode, Caitlin and Emily talk about morning routines, embracing resistance, connecting with abundance and take a deep dive into what it truly means to be a conscious entrepreneur. Caitlin and Emily agree: There is magic in the unknown. Are you ready to explore?


    In this episode of Not That Crazy:

    • Embracing resistance in order to grow
    • How Emily discovered her life’s work
    • The concept of Conscious Entrepreneurship
    • Why you should always step into “the more” 
    • How abundance is more mental than physical

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    This show is produced by Soulfire Productions


    E18 - 1h 1m - May 31, 2022
  • Interconnectedness: The Pathway to Personal Freedom

    In today's solo, Caitlin explores the idea of interconnectedness and how it relates to us as humans. She also discusses our propensity to just "manage" symptoms, why we tend to only look for solutions in one area rather than broadening our lens, and where we may have picked these behaviors up from.


    In this episode of Not That Crazy:

    • The interconnectedness of the various aspects of self
    • What happens when we stop "managing" symptoms & actually move through them
    • Different approaches to medicine & how they may have influenced the way we approach self care
    • Ensuring we have tools in the toolbox to support all aspects of ourselves
    • I am everything - “WTF am I doing?”

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    This show is produced by Soulfire Productions

    E17 - 31m - May 24, 2022
  • Building Resilience through Non-Monogamy with Jessica Esfandiary

    Today, Caitlin chats with Jess Esfandiary about her experience with non-monogamy and polyamory. Jess shares how an accidental threesome was the catalyst for her and her husbands’ journey as an open couple, and how being open ensures consistent growth within romantic relationships. 


    In this episode of Not That Crazy:

    • Navigating non-monogamy/polyamory   
    • Trust and communication within relationships 
    • Jess’s experience after coming out as poly
    • Life lessons learned from non-monogamy
    • Advice for those interested in exploring non-monogamy


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    This show is produced by Soulfire Productions

    E16 - 1h 1m - May 17, 2022
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