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The discussion about Adam = his capacity to grasp the feminine dominant traits of emotional capacity.  Eve being from the rib of Adam means that Adam has the capacity to hold his emotions and express them however how he juggles them is how a true masculine biblical man is expressed by how he wrestles like Jacob not selling his blessing like Esau with quick results.  Esau has a lineage of conflicting beliefs, values, principles where the lust of his eyes directed his decisions not a transformed identity/heart like Jacob (transformed to Israel by the encounter with the hidden identity of Jesus Christ [Angel of the Lord]) Genesis 2:21-24 (Amos3:3)agreements &amp; Gender roles.  Genesis 25:29-39 Esau sells his blessing/birthright next episode i will be speaking about spiritual adultery &amp; what that looks likeGenesis 26:34-35 - (Esau &amp; his wives spiritual adultery)Genesis 28:6-9 (Esau &amp; his wives spiritual adultery) Matthew 22:35-40 - the only commandment Jesus Christ gives us to follow after we have wrestled &amp; are transformed internally by Jesus Christ in heart &amp; mind.  Believing who he is, what he has come to do &amp; his purposes to bring us from dead life of no fulfilment  to a true quality life in our hearts &amp; transformed minds.

#9 Biblical Masculine Man / Jacob (Heavenly Blessing / Esau (Earthly blessing - wrestling with Love Of God

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#8 The Back of God / Carry your Cross (psalms 27)

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Contentment in Jesus Christ and his finished work.

#7 soft love but tougher - Philippians 4:13

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Holding Myself Together &amp; Environments Together • John 15

#6  We Hold Together • John 15

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The premise is the blood of Jesus covers us in environmental circumstances, states of mind and renews our thinking and our relationships to best fit the future he has for us. (Jeremiah 29:11).the storm (Gospel of Mark 4:35–41,Gospel of Matthew 8:23–27, Gospel of Luke 8:22–25).Second Epistle to the Corinthians 6:14

#5 Harps & Pheromones pt2 (metanoia) •Hebrews 12:2 •Matthew 12:43-45 •Matthew 7:24-27

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#4 Harps & Pheromones pt1 •Marching Forward/Interfaith • Isaiah 43:19

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Nothing too long - I have been thinking about my past pain and loneliness and what I need within myself to consistently need people in my life.

#3 Impact on others & Kingdom Relationships •Romans 5:3-5•

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i was overwhelmed with tears as he was ringing my heart from grieving environments. • Luke 24

#2 Wrestling With Chaos • Lamentations 5 • Psalms 27

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Introductory - I believe this episode extrapolates my battle with integrating into society with such tenderness for other more than myself.

Prematurely Othered

#1 - Uprooting Messy things • Romans 12:2

Poetry, catchups on the difficulties of life, striving for light in his might not of my own will. He said his yoke is easy and the burden is light so I’m reassured Yeshua will arrive when it gets dark