One hour, one anonymous caller, one story about addiction.

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Rebuilding relationships in recovery can be a double-edged sword, as it can also lead back to using. This caller shares their experience of the slippery slope between reconnecting with loved ones and relapsing in recovery. Support this podcast at — <a rel='payment' href='https://redcircle.com/addicts-in-the-dark/donations'>https://redcircle.com/addicts-in-the-dark/donations</a>

28. Slamming Lines To Tower Lines

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A history of abandonment, neglect, or inconsistent nurturing can lead to addiction. For this caller, it&#39;s an addiction to adoration. Support this podcast at — <a rel='payment' href='https://redcircle.com/addicts-in-the-dark/donations'>https://redcircle.com/addicts-in-the-dark/donations</a>

27. Romance Withdrawal

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Co-dependency is known as a “relationship addiction,” where people often form or maintain relationships that are one-sided, emotionally destructive and/or abusive. This caller’s story explains how addicts are especially susceptible to these types of relationships. Support this podcast at — <a rel='payment' href='https://redcircle.com/addicts-in-the-dark/donations'>https://redcircle.com/addicts-in-the-dark/donations</a>

26. Codependent Crystal

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So called ‘club drugs’ often seem like a staple or even a requirement for many ravers. This caller explains how club drugs led her from dancing to darkness. Support this podcast at — <a rel='payment' href='https://redcircle.com/addicts-in-the-dark/donations'>https://redcircle.com/addicts-in-the-dark/donations</a>

25. Raver Danger

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Many people struggling with addiction want to get sober, however they fear what sobriety might entail. While some of those fears can be refuted, others are the result of the stigmas surrounding substance abuse. Support this podcast at — <a rel='payment' href='https://redcircle.com/addicts-in-the-dark/donations'>https://redcircle.com/addicts-in-the-dark/donations</a>

24. Fear Falls Off The Wagon

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Policymakers in North America increasingly recognize that drug use should be treated as a public health issue instead of a criminal issue. This caller’s story begs the question- what about drug dealing? Support this podcast at — <a rel='payment' href='https://redcircle.com/addicts-in-the-dark/donations'>https://redcircle.com/addicts-in-the-dark/donations</a>

23. Nodding Off Abroad

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Societal norms surrounding drug use and addiction continue to be informed by unfounded myths and misconceptions. This caller’s story exemplifies the harmful and unfounded belief that criminal prosecution effectively addresses a person’s addiction issue. Support this podcast at — <a rel='payment' href='https://redcircle.com/addicts-in-the-dark/donations'>https://redcircle.com/addicts-in-the-dark/donations</a>

22. College Incarceration

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Web-based sex is not only addictive, it’s often free—in a financial sense. However, this caller explains how an inability to unplug can profoundly cost real-life relationships. Support this podcast at — <a rel='payment' href='https://redcircle.com/addicts-in-the-dark/donations'>https://redcircle.com/addicts-in-the-dark/donations</a>

21. Addiction At Your Fingertips

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Dealing with an addict’s behaviour frequently means enduring their manipulative ways. This type of abuse does not happen because the addict is inherently a bad person, but instead, it’s often because they don’t live in reality and they may perceive threats that do not exist. Support this podcast at — <a rel='payment' href='https://redcircle.com/addicts-in-the-dark/donations'>https://redcircle.com/addicts-in-the-dark/donations</a>

20. Manipulation Fixation

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People who frequently obsess often develop addictions. These addictions are used as a coping mechanism for their obsessions. This caller&#39;s obsessions led to his indiscretions. Support this podcast at — <a rel='payment' href='https://redcircle.com/addicts-in-the-dark/donations'>https://redcircle.com/addicts-in-the-dark/donations</a>

19. Obsession Session

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Despite all of the tragic losses that result from substance abuse, the most saddening by-product of substance abuse is the neglect, abuse and maltreatment of the children whose parents are addicts. Furthermore, addiction is not a spectator sport. Eventually, the whole family will get to play. Support this podcast at — <a rel='payment' href='https://redcircle.com/addicts-in-the-dark/donations'>https://redcircle.com/addicts-in-the-dark/donations</a>

18. Born into Binging

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Today’s opioid epidemic now means that every user now plays Russian Roulette with their life. However this caller played the game in more ways than one. Support this podcast at — <a rel='payment' href='https://redcircle.com/addicts-in-the-dark/donations'>https://redcircle.com/addicts-in-the-dark/donations</a>

17. Russian Roulette

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Like a lot of obsessions, it began innocently for this caller. However, against all odds, he was quickly rolling the dice with his life. Support this podcast at — <a rel='payment' href='https://redcircle.com/addicts-in-the-dark/donations'>https://redcircle.com/addicts-in-the-dark/donations</a>

16. Point Spread Placebo

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Enablers are often thought of as the mothers, fathers, grandparents, siblings or friends of an addict. These people sometimes allow for the addict to persist in self-destructive behaviour by protecting them from the consequences of their addiction or by making excuses for the addict. Although, this caller’s enablers have little interest in protecting their &#34;friend&#34;. Support this podcast at — <a rel='payment' href='https://redcircle.com/addicts-in-the-dark/donations'>https://redcircle.com/addicts-in-the-dark/donations</a>

15. Free Candy

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Addicts often prioritize short-term gratification over long-term consequences. That’s what makes it so easy to succumb to addiction. It’s even easier when your dealer accepts credit card. Support this podcast at — <a rel='payment' href='https://redcircle.com/addicts-in-the-dark/donations'>https://redcircle.com/addicts-in-the-dark/donations</a>

14. Bargain Binger

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All animals eventually shed their skin. That includes us humans. We do not only shed our hair and skin cells, but we also shed an old version of ourselves. This episode&#39;s caller explains how painful, yet satisfying that process can be. Support this podcast at — <a rel='payment' href='https://redcircle.com/addicts-in-the-dark/donations'>https://redcircle.com/addicts-in-the-dark/donations</a>

13. Sex, Drugs & Rock 'n' Soul

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Like many chronic diseases, addiction does not just spring up one day. The process of developing an addiction takes place in series of stages and, like other chronic illnesses, often turns into a cycle of addiction, treatment and relapse. Support this podcast at — <a rel='payment' href='https://redcircle.com/addicts-in-the-dark/donations'>https://redcircle.com/addicts-in-the-dark/donations</a>

12. Relapse Rotation

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Over-thinking is a common trait amongst addicts. It can be a sign of self-absorbed behaviour that is rooted in a lack of confidence or low self-esteem. His overthinking led to his excessive drinking. Support this podcast at — <a rel='payment' href='https://redcircle.com/addicts-in-the-dark/donations'>https://redcircle.com/addicts-in-the-dark/donations</a>

11. Rogue Brain

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Addiction is often viewed as a defect of character. Society assumes that addicts possess a lack of will power or have poor judgment. It is true that addiction is a defect, however, it is not a defect of character, but a defect of the mind. This caller’s story exemplifies how society’s view of addiction can prevent someone form seeking antiquate treatment. Support this podcast at — <a rel='payment' href='https://redcircle.com/addicts-in-the-dark/donations'>https://redcircle.com/addicts-in-the-dark/donations</a>

10. We Help People, But Not Me

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Stimulants will help anyone focus better. A lot of people value that feeling, especially if they suffer from attention-deficit/hyperactivity disorder. But Is it possible to over-value that feeling? Support this podcast at — <a rel='payment' href='https://redcircle.com/addicts-in-the-dark/donations'>https://redcircle.com/addicts-in-the-dark/donations</a>

9. Stimulant Equivalent

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The more commonly used substances and activities can be amongst the most addictive-even when compared to some of the most harmful of habits. Support this podcast at — <a rel='payment' href='https://redcircle.com/addicts-in-the-dark/donations'>https://redcircle.com/addicts-in-the-dark/donations</a>

8. Medicinal Monster

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People who deal with trauma often turn to substances to cope with the intense flood of emotions that they face. This caller’s traumas and subsequent addictions led her into what is considered to be one of the worlds most vulnerable lifestyles. Support this podcast at — <a rel='payment' href='https://redcircle.com/addicts-in-the-dark/donations'>https://redcircle.com/addicts-in-the-dark/donations</a>

7. All Eyes On You, All The Wrong Reasons

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Some highly intelligent people lack the emotional strength needed to handle their traumas. Not to mention, highly intelligent people can easily spot the hostilities of our world. In this episode, we discover how an intellect can end up as a slave to a substance. Support this podcast at — <a rel='payment' href='https://redcircle.com/addicts-in-the-dark/donations'>https://redcircle.com/addicts-in-the-dark/donations</a>

6. Highest Achiever

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Perfection is unattainable for some addicts, especially when the monster is let out of it&#39;s cage 3 times a day. Support this podcast at — <a rel='payment' href='https://redcircle.com/addicts-in-the-dark/donations'>https://redcircle.com/addicts-in-the-dark/donations</a>

5. An Appetite for Fitting In

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Many substance abusers often escape into the only world in which they feel comfortable—the inner self. In this episode, the caller knows first-hand that very few people can live a healthy life with only themselves in their world. Support this podcast at — <a rel='payment' href='https://redcircle.com/addicts-in-the-dark/donations'>https://redcircle.com/addicts-in-the-dark/donations</a>

4. Prescriptions, Progress & Peace

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Pain is at the root of all addictions. A person needs to find the cause of the pain so that it can be treated. However, as this caller explains, sometimes the treatment can be just as harmful as the pain that it&#39;s supposed to defeat. Support this podcast at — <a rel='payment' href='https://redcircle.com/addicts-in-the-dark/donations'>https://redcircle.com/addicts-in-the-dark/donations</a>

3. Cosmetic Killer

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When people talk about addiction, stereotypes are often mentioned. Many people imagine down-and-out or rock-bottom moments that we see portrayed in media. In reality, there is a very good chance that someone who struggles with addiction is a high functioning addict, much like this episode’s caller. Support this podcast at — <a rel='payment' href='https://redcircle.com/addicts-in-the-dark/donations'>https://redcircle.com/addicts-in-the-dark/donations</a>

2. Poison IV

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Just like a drug addict who chases a chemical induced high, this episode’s caller got high off of hormones. Support this podcast at — <a rel='payment' href='https://redcircle.com/addicts-in-the-dark/donations'>https://redcircle.com/addicts-in-the-dark/donations</a>

1. D.T.F — Down to F$%K up