EP 1: Make you proud- Mean

I couldn't find a way to a way to talk to you 

I was crossing the street to see you 

when I heard the news, it shocked me down 

that hospital was holly crowded 

I saw your friends crying out.

It's like something big has "really" happened.

I couldn't find a way to see you out 

I was running in rows

Hoping I can find a door to reach you out 

I was screaming

" where is he now?"

A doctor said: "he will be fine." 

Then, I saw your best friend tears drying like a waterfall 

It's like your death is written on his face. 

I couldn't find a way to say: " I love you." 

I never thought you would leave this life too early.

I used to see you smiling and joking everywhere I met you 

That's why you're my grandmother's favorite son.

I wish you were here, see me & my brother growing.

I am 15, and he's 2. 

Dad,

I promise you I will make you proud 

Just hear my voice each time I talk 

I am talking about what "really" matters 

I hope you are now in a better place 

I am sure I will meet you again 

Somehow in paradise.

I couldn't find a way  to hug you

I swear to God I love you. 

I promise you I will make you proud.

written by Aminos