uploading some of my thought provoking and conversational voice notes with myself. i like to bounce ideas off myself.<a href="https://linktr.ee/rainlaflare" rel="nofollow">https://linktr.ee/rainlaflare</a>

https://s3.us-east-2.amazonaws.com/pod-public-media-files/2022/11/23/5/e85c8c5e-4ea1-496f-af9e-e7fcfa862c28_the_people_what_they_think_they_need._11.17.22.m4a

self doubt, understanding how amazing you are, the way life changes you, staying true to yourself, proving yourself to YOU only, not pushing yourself, having and MAINTAINING dicksuckers, benefitting from hive mind mentality, and shit like that.

give the people what they think they need. 11.17.22

https://s3.us-east-2.amazonaws.com/pod-public-media-files/2022/11/15/21/8a0b83d5-f1b0-4921-a6e4-44deb1b24774_adult_independence._11.15.22.m4a

independence, ACTUALLY growing up, independence vs. ADULT independence, adult responsiblities, inescapable jobs, what adulthood feels like and shit like that.

adult independence. 11.15.22

https://s3.us-east-2.amazonaws.com/pod-public-media-files/2022/9/6/21/95b64ac6-a1d1-442a-80e5-b5ace50e8d39_accepting_defeat_and_grieving_losses._9.2.22.m4a

emotional detachment and finding the off switch, acknowledging defeat, emotional welfare checks vs productivity, tapping back in to vulnerabilities, and shit like that.

accepting defeat, grieving losses. 9.2.22

https://s3.us-east-2.amazonaws.com/pod-public-media-files/2022/8/18/0/db2f1695-e662-48b6-b062-1747219606fc_ice_of_love__the_beauty_of_compromise._8.17.22.m4a

(TW: LOVE, toxic relationships, ab*sive relationships, E*ting disorders) insecurities, emotional and mental manipulation, HEALING, differentiating real love from love bombing, becoming one with yourself first, putting yourself back out there after healing from past relationships, and shit like that.

the price of love, the beauty of compromise. 8.17.22

https://s3.us-east-2.amazonaws.com/pod-public-media-files/2022/7/30/17/640dc605-1b3c-4d25-9e86-9bf00052568a_passions._7.26.22.m4a

answering some questions, how i got into fashion design, finding the motivation to continue to pursue life as a creative, not feeling accepted/supported, feeling like you have something to prove, working a craft where you have to be selfless, not giving up on yourself and your dreams, being patient, creative blocks due to mental illness and ways to combat that, finding inspiration, charging your worth, and shit like that.

passions. 7.26.22

https://s3.us-east-2.amazonaws.com/pod-public-media-files/2022/7/26/19/9e10c93a-c2bc-4183-9d6e-b2a043278d32_being_a_creative._7.25.22.m4a

being an emotional creative, how creativity is essentially magic, having multiple mediums, feeling unrelatable, impostor syndrome, not giving yourself enough credit, critisism, and shit like that.

being a creative. 7.25.22

https://s3.us-east-2.amazonaws.com/pod-public-media-files/2022/7/26/5/8ee83019-b7f2-4a13-8233-b0739b7bd1af_the_choice_of_existence._7.25.22.m4a

reincarnation, karmic lessons within lifetimes, life cycles, past lives, the uphill battle of life, my life theory, questioning your existence, life purpose, and shit like that.

the choice of existence. 7.25.22

https://s3.us-east-2.amazonaws.com/pod-public-media-files/2022/7/25/8/c0a65ba1-d790-4731-a8b6-29120b3b35ca_my_rant_for_the_day._6.7.22.m4a

jumping to conclusions, questioning your sanity, wanting to be adored, constant reassurance, trust issues, codependency, high expectations, insecurities, and shit like that.

my rant for the day. 6.7.22

https://s3.us-east-2.amazonaws.com/pod-public-media-files/2022/7/23/23/bef2e5c9-1835-46fb-abe4-ab1f885ef152_free_fairy._7.10.22.m4a

being a fantasy, feeling free, the act of portrayal, being your own source of happiness, attachment, snooping, getting fucked over, fears with intimacy, pride, letting go of control, and shit like that.

free fairy. 7.10.22

https://s3.us-east-2.amazonaws.com/pod-public-media-files/2022/7/23/22/dfa48c52-9b7b-4bf8-9fdc-d64af1649df6_stop_caring._6.15.22.m4a

the art of not giving a fuck, the ability to let go, self admiration, directing your energy, shapeshifting, and shit like that.

stop caring. 6.15.22

https://s3.us-east-2.amazonaws.com/pod-public-media-files/2022/7/23/20/aad9d8fe-ceab-4870-9a22-118d45a00bc6_social_media._6.21.22.m4a

rant about pussy social media users, anon bubbles, unhealthy expectations that stem from social media, overly “safe” spaces, and shit like that.

social media. 6.21.22

uploading some of my thought provoking and conversational voice notes with myself. i like to bounce ideas off myself.

https://linktr.ee/rainlaflare