A podcast for the ones who feel too much, overthink everything, and still dare to dream. Hosted by Colleen Cummings, this cozy chaos corner explores healing, heartbreak, and hope, mental health bullying and more with equal parts honesty and humor. Come for the rants, stay for the realness. New episodes every Friday!

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Fictional characters sometimes just help us in ways that real people can&#39;t.

Comfort Characters That Got Me Through

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This one’s for the ones we still ache for, even when they hurt us. When friendships fade—or fracture—it’s not just the person we miss. It’s who we were with them. In this soft, vulnerable space, I talk about the grief that comes from losing someone who’s still alive, the guilt that sticks, and the quiet power in saying, I miss her... but I don’t miss how she made me feel at the end.💔 For anyone carrying heartbreak that doesn’t come with closure.💌 You’re not wrong for remembering the good while letting go of the bad.

I Miss Her but....

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Let’s drop the filter and talk real healing—not the sun-drenched Instagram kind, but the kind that cracks you open. The kind where your wins look like brushing your teeth at 2 p.m. or not crying during a song that used to ruin you. In this episode, we get messy with the truth: healing is not linear, aesthetic, or always inspiring. It’s often lonely, frustrating, and full of shadow work no one claps for. But it’s still worth it. ✨ Listen if you need permission to fall apart while growing. ✨ Stay for the reminder that ugly crying on the floor is progress too.

Healing is not pretty

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This isn’t just a podcast. It’s a soft landing. A messy hug. A late-night voicemail you leave when the world feels a little too loud and you just need someone to get it.We’ll talk trauma, growth, anxiety, boundary-setting, being neurodivergent, overthinking everything, and somehow still believing that softness is power.If your heart feels heavy but your soul is still hopeful… you’re in the right place.

Welcome to the Hive

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