How to Become the Medicine in a Disconnected World | Angell Deer
59m | Sep 10, 2026How do we know when the life we’ve made is not who we are becoming? What is it that helps us to find our way back into a deeper relationship with ourselves and the living world?
Welcome to episode 49 of the Transformative Harmonics Podcast with your host, Paula Scatoloni. In this episode, Angell Deer joins Paula to talk about initiation, those moments where you can’t hold on to an old identity and the challenge of stepping into the unknown. Angell talks about why he walked away from a successful career following a powerful epiphany, his time in Kolkata with Mother Teresa and the teachers, cultures, and experiences that changed his views on transformation, service, and relationship.
Angell Deer is a mystic, medicine man, animist teacher, ordained minister, beekeeper, international speaker, and sacred disruptor. He is the founder of Sacred Paths and the New York Bee Sanctuary, and a devoted steward of rewilding projects across the U.S. and Europe.
He is the author of Becoming the Medicine (Balboa Press / Hay House, Nov 2025) and The Sacred Web: The Magical Craft of Your Sacred Shamanic Space (self-published in 2023). With over two decades of spiritual and ecological work, Angell’s life is dedicated to remembering and transmitting ancient wisdom. He walks the path of Andean Cosmology and Norse Shamanism, learning from elders, communing with the land, and listening for the old songs that still live in the trees, the bones, and the breath.
Podcast Highlights
00:00 - Intro
00:32 - Angell Deer’s Story
03:07 - Life’s Initiations And Turning Points
06:06 - From CEO To Collapse
09:46 - Waking Up From A False Life
10:54 - Leaving Everything For India
14:38 - The Path Of No Return
15:05 - Why We Resist Transformation
16:56 - Healing Through Service
20:15 - Spiritual Practice And Discernment
23:30 - Finding A New Map For Life
24:19 - What To Do When You Feel Lost
27:53 - Embodied Wisdom And Truth
29:23 - Our Disconnection From Nature
32:39 - The Message From The Bees
35:56 - Reconnecting With The More-Than-Human World
38:32 - The Trance Of Modern Life
40:38 - Reopening The Gates Of Consciousness
44:08 - Returning To Relationship With The Land
47:36 - Why Real Transformation Is Inconvenient
50:51 - Finding Maps For The Journey
52:55 - What It Means To Become The Medicine
55:06 - The Blue Deer Farm
58:34 - Closing Thoughts
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