<blockquote>Initiated By God isn&#39;t a show. It&#39;s an assignment.</blockquote><blockquote>Hosted by Jessica Laine MacDonald, Initiated By God is a faith-forward interview series for people who&#39;ve heard God call them to something — and are trying to find the courage to say yes. After a life-altering accident and a miraculous recovery, Jessica surrendered her platform to God and stepped into a new season of obedience. This show is what came out of it.</blockquote><blockquote>Each episode, Jessica sits down with pastors, leaders, entrepreneurs, and everyday believers for raw, unfiltered conversations about calling, spiritual warfare, healing, transition, and what it actually costs to obey God when nobody around you understands. No veneer of perfection. No church-flyer answers. Just real testimony from people who&#39;ve been broken, rebuilt, and sent. If you&#39;re stepping into a new assignment, running from one, or sitting in a season you didn&#39;t choose — this show was initiated by God for you.</blockquote><blockquote>New episodes weekly. Stay initiated.</blockquote>

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Candice grew up in church. After becoming pregnant as a teenager, she felt the support she had known fall away. Years later, following a divorce and the end of a job, she sensed a call to move her prayer community onto TikTok. Seventeen people joined the first day.In this conversation with Jessica, Candice talks about church hurt, learning to hear God for herself, the fear of starting something unfamiliar, and why she believes digital ministry still needs real human connection. She also shares what it took to keep showing up after the first prayer session.What does it look like to make room for people who still love God but feel disconnected from church? Share your thoughts below.Subscribe to Initiated by God for more conversations about faith, purpose, and obedience.#InitiatedByGod #ChurchHurt #DigitalMinistry

She Felt Rejected by the Church—Then Built One on TikTok | Initiated by God

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From a homeless teenager living out of his car to a PhD holder and founder of Love Beyond Walls, the speaker’s story is one of profound transformation and faith. In this episode, he shares the raw realities of trauma, poverty, and invisibility, and how mentorship, community, and unwavering belief in purpose reshaped his life. Discover how Dr. Lester’s journey challenges stereotypes about homelessness and reveals the power of empathy over sympathy. Hear about his bold choice to live on the streets to raise awareness and the deep lessons learned about human dignity and service. Takeaways include:- Purpose often emerges from the pain we endure.- Healing requires both personal responsibility and community support.- True empathy means seeing beyond circumstances to the inherent worth in everyone.- Faith can sustain us through the darkest seasons.- Service to others transforms both giver and receiver. How do you see purpose unfolding in your own life amid challenges? Share your thoughts below. Subscribe for more honest conversations on faith, healing, and human connection. Share this episode to inspire others. Watch our related episode on healing from trauma here: [RELATED VIDEO URL] ## Chapters00:00 Introduction and Early Life Struggles05:40 Mentorship and Spiritual Awakening13:21 Living the Message: From Homelessness to Service23:09 Empathy, Worthiness, and Community Impact30:53 Personal Challenges and Redefining Worth35:56 Purpose Through Persistence and Film Project #Purpose #FaithJourney #HomelessnessHost Jessica Laine-MacDonald:https://www.instagram.com/itsjessicalaine/ Renew The Mind Journal:https://www.hardlyinitiated.com/products/renew-the-mind-journal Fight The Flesh Bracelet:https://www.hardlyinitiated.com/products/fight-the-flesh-bracelet Hardly In Love Dating Cards:https://www.hardlyinitiated.com/products/dating-deck Apply for Teach The Game Thursdays:https://forms.gle/b3mxsAhMd6hx4AnN9

From Homelessness to Hope: the speaker’s Journey to Purpose

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The conversation doesn’t have to end when the video does. If Hardly Initiated has challenged your thinking, opened your mind, or made you feel understood, come be part of what’s next. We’re building the Hardly Initiated community, and we want you in it.Join the waitlist to be among the first to hear when we launch 👉 https://stayinitiated.com. Darius Benders had about $1,200 to his name and needed his mother’s help to pay his phone bill. Then he drove to Atlanta for a conference he could barely afford. Was that faith—or a risk he couldn’t afford to take? On Initiated by God, Jessica Laine MacDonald sits down with Darius for a conversation about the pressure of starting over, the relationships that changed his direction, and what happened after he gained access to money. An entrepreneur and credit and funding educator, Darius shares how a conference connection led to weekly accountability calls and, in his account, $167,000 in funding in 47 days. But Jessica keeps pressing beyond the numbers: access to money isn’t the same as wealth, and believing in a decision doesn’t automatically make it wise. In this episode, we explore: The embarrassment that pushed Darius to make a change. How follow-through turned a new connection into an ongoing relationship. What losing money in additional ventures taught him about focus. How distrust affected his ability to grow with other people. Why depending on God can remain a struggle after circumstances improve. When have you had to distinguish faith from pressure to make something happen? What helped you decide? Subscribe to Hardly Initiated for honest conversations about faith, relationships, and growth. Share this with someone navigating a difficult next step. Find Darius: @dariusbendersChapters:00:00 Broke and Embarrassed00:15 Risky Drive to Atlanta00:44 Funding Changed Everything01:21 Meet the Host and Guest02:36 Pandemic Season of Faith04:04 Cell Phone Bill Breaking Point06:05 Faith Versus Recklessness08:51 Car Ride Mindset and Environment10:24 Inside the Conference Room11:15 Networking and Accountability14:56 Credit as Leverage17:10 From Funding to Cash Flow20:25 Mistakes and Doubling Down21:44 Going Viral for Traffic23:25 Discipline to Keep Wealth24:28 Consumer Mindset Traps24:51 Strategic Debt vs Reckless26:01 Trust in Partnerships28:01 Trauma and Money Boundaries30:48 What Success Reveals33:05 Character Corrections34:42 Does Money Buy Happiness36:22 Staying Dependent on God38:27 Discernment Over Deals41:18 Identity Beyond Success43:49 Faith Over Fear Action48:23 Study Money and Credit49:23 Where to Find Darius49:40 Final Takeaways #HardlyInitiated #FaithAndFinance #DariusBendersHost Jessica Laine-MacDonald:https://www.instagram.com/itsjessicalaine/ Renew The Mind Journal:https://www.hardlyinitiated.com/products/renew-the-mind-journal Fight The Flesh Bracelet:https://www.hardlyinitiated.com/products/fight-the-flesh-bracelet Hardly In Love Dating Cards:https://www.hardlyinitiated.com/products/dating-deck Apply for Teach The Game Thursdays:https://forms.gle/b3mxsAhMd6hx4AnN9

Darius Benders on Faith, Financial Pressure, and Starting Over

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A successful marriage. Successful businesses. Luxury cars. A multimillion-dollar life. But behind what looked like success, Joy Hunt says she was losing access to her finances, overlooking warning signs and slowly losing herself. In this episode of Initiated by God, Jessica Laine MacDonald sits down with attorney, entrepreneur, mother and business owner Joy Hunt for an honest conversation about financial control, betrayal, divorce, faith and what happens when the life you worked so hard to protect begins falling apart. Joy explains why she says she “colored the red flags green,” how she found herself asking for grocery money while living in a home with a $10,000 mortgage, and why one of her hardest realizations was that although she knew how to protect businesses, she had failed to protect herself. They also unpack: • How financial abuse can hide behind the appearance of provision• The difference between enduring a difficult season and accepting disrespect• Why successful women sometimes protect the image of a relationship• What financial transparency should look like inside marriage• How Joy rebuilt her faith, identity and finances after losing everything If you have ever ignored something because leaving felt scarier than staying, this conversation is worth sitting with. What is one red flag people often explain away for too long? Chapters: 00:00 Attempted Murder Shock01:15 Welcome to Initiated02:28 Toxic Marriage Turning Point03:39 Hard Reset Rebuild Joy04:54 Attorney Without Protection06:05 Losing It All Quietly07:12 Financial Abuse Red Flags09:08 Warning Signs Checklist11:38 Identity Stripped Away12:41 Reinventing the New Joy13:17 God in the Storm14:37 Silence and Stillness15:11 Winning While Hurting18:26 Endurance vs Obedience20:00 Forgiveness and Boundaries21:09 Ignoring Gods Signs24:14 Protect Yourself Financially26:43 Money Wealth Security27:55 Stewarding God Vision29:41 Losing It All Lesson32:01 Faith Move Or Reckless33:53 Purpose Over Millions35:31 From Broke To Bank36:45 Why Smart Women Stay40:16 Advice For Starting Over42:41 All In On Purpose47:43 God Removes Reveal50:10 Book Links Farewell #HardlyInitiated #Relationships #Faith

Joy Hunt: The Red Flags I Ignored Before Losing Everything

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Can you survive a wound and still unknowingly repeat it? Jessica Laine MacDonald sits down with psychotherapist, Bible teacher, and author Dr. Sarita Lyons to examine how childhood pain follows us into marriage, parenting, faith, and conflict.Dr. Lyons explains why we can become—or attract—the person who hurt us, how self-protection can sound like discernment, and why biblical honor does not require enabling abuse or pretending the past was healthy. She also distinguishes confession from genuine repentance and offers a practical standard for recognizing lasting change.The conversation includes Dr. Lyons’ personal journey away from Jesus, her dramatic return to faith, and the lessons behind her book Honor Thy Mother. This episode is for anyone ready to tell the truth about what happened without allowing it to determine what happens next.

Mother Wounds, Boundaries & Marriage with Dr. Sarita Lyons

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Would you turn down $37 million if accepting it meant walking away from your purpose?Live from Invest Fest, Jessica Lane McDonald joins Touré Roberts, Tim Timberlake, and Philip Anthony Mitchell for a powerful conversation about discerning opportunity, pursuing success, and remaining faithful to what God has called you to do.The panel examines why every open door is not necessarily a God-directed door, how ambition can distort discernment, and why convictions must be established before a major opportunity arrives. They also discuss stewardship, intimacy with God, identity beyond achievement, and the character required to sustain influence.In this episode, you’ll discover:• How to distinguish a good opportunity from a God opportunity• Why success can become a dangerous distraction• How peace, purpose, and convictions can guide major decisions• Why character matters more than talent• What it means to pursue prosperity without being possessed by it• How to trust God during seasons of waiting and sacrificeIf you have ever wondered whether an opportunity is an answer to prayer or a distraction from your assignment, this conversation will help you evaluate what the opportunity may truly cost.

He Turned Down a $37 Million Opportunity Here’s Why

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The world knows the King name. Very few understand the weight Dr. Bernice King had to carry behind it. Before she was old enough to choose her own path, Dr. King inherited one of the most significant legacies in American history. Behind that public responsibility was a private struggle with grief, anger, identity, faith, and the pressure of constantly being compared to her father. Then came a moment that changed everything. After struggling in law school, Dr. King reached such a painful place that she was prepared to end her life. In that moment, she heard God speak: “Put the knife down. People are going to miss you.” In this deeply personal episode of Initiated by God, Dr. Bernice King sits down with Jessica Lane McDonald to discuss: • When the King legacy became her God-given assignment• Resisting the pressure to become her father• The personal losses that made her afraid to experience joy• The moment God saved her life• Why it is okay to be angry with God while grieving• Fighting anger, ego, pride, and entitlement• Why nonviolence is “warrior work,” not passivity• The strategy and discipline behind lasting change• Why America’s crisis is deeper than politics• How to recognize God’s voice and spiritual direction• Her warning about artificial intelligence and our humanity This isn’t simply a conversation about preserving Dr. Martin Luther King Jr.’s legacy. It’s about the woman Dr. Bernice King had to become to carry her own assignment. Watch until the end, then answer this question in the comments: What has God been asking you to carry—even when you wanted to choose a different path? #BerniceKing #MLK #InitiatedByGod #Faith #Purpose

Dr. Bernice King on Carrying MLK’s Legacy, Hearing God and Choosing Life

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I left the Invest Fest stage with one question I couldn’t shake: Does God promise financial abundance to every believer—or is provision connected to purpose, stewardship, and assignment? After a powerful conversation with Pastors Philip Anthony Mitchell, Touré Roberts, and Tim Timberlake about business acumen and biblical wisdom, I had to confront an uncomfortable truth: A business can be profitable and still be out of alignment.An opportunity can look perfect and still not be your assignment.An open door is not always God’s door. In this episode of Initiated by God, I share why I stepped outside my comfortable lane of teaching money, how criticism made me question this podcast, what disappearing from social media for six months taught me, and why obedience cannot depend on applause. We’re talking honestly about: • The difference between prosperity and accumulation• Why success isn’t always confirmation from God• How comparison can make you chase someone else’s assignment• When stewardship quietly becomes worship• Why some profitable opportunities require a “no”• Whether you could surrender the thing you spent years building I believe in ownership, investing, entrepreneurship, and building wealth—but I also believe we must ask a deeper question: “God, what did You actually assign me to build?” Watch until the end, then answer this in the comments: What have you been chasing that God may have never asked you to carry? Subscribe for more conversations about faith, purpose, obedience, wealth, and becoming who God called you to be. #FaithAndBusiness #ChristianEntrepreneur #InitiatedByGod

Success Isn’t Proof of Obedience: Is Your Wealth Connected to Your Assignment?

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At 19, Anthony O&#39;Neal was sleeping in the back of his car in a Walmart parking lot, washing himself with Dawn dish soap because he had nowhere else to go. He had already decided that night was going to be his last. It wasn&#39;t. And what happened in that back seat became the foundation of everything he teaches now. In this episode of Initiated By God, Jessica Laine McDonald sits down with bestselling author and financial educator Anthony O&#39;Neal for a conversation the church rarely has out loud — the difference between being taught to give and being taught to build. Anthony breaks down why the poverty mindset convinces believers they don&#39;t deserve wealth, why your income is not your greatest wealth-building tool, and why he tells his own family no without flinching. He talks about tithing during a month his company made zero dollars, the three layers written into his estate, and why his nieces and nephews have never received a birthday gift from him — only a 529 receipt. He also says something that will make some people uncomfortable: you cannot build generational wealth if you are your family&#39;s emergency fund. This one is about legacy. Watch it, then send it to somebody who needs it. 📖 Anthony&#39;s new book Stop Living Paycheck to Paycheck is available at anthonyoneal.com 🔔 Subscribe for new episodes of Initiated By God. Chapters00:00 – Cold open02:00 – Who is Anthony O&#39;Neal04:30 – Broke in a nice car: where the mission started08:00 – Wealth from a spiritual perspective11:00 – Homeless at 19 and the night everything changed19:00 – The most dangerous lie the poverty mindset tells24:00 – What the church teaches about giving vs. building32:00 – Step 1: Get stable38:00 – Step 2: Create margin42:00 – Step 3 &amp; 4: Investing and the legacy process50:00 – Financing insecurity57:00 – Investing when the market drops1:04:00 – 89% of Black families inherit nothing1:10:00 – Telling your family no1:18:00 – Stop Living Paycheck to Paycheck #InitiatedByGod #AnthonyONeal #GenerationalWealth #FaithAndFinance #FinancialLiteracy

Anthony O'Neal: You Can't Build Wealth If You're Your Family's Emergency Fund

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She built the show. Then she walked away from it. After the Philip Anthony Mitchell episode, Jessica realized something shecouldn&#39;t unrealize: she&#39;d been interviewing people instead of finding thething inside them that applies to everybody. That one realization didn&#39;tjust change how she preps an episode — it changed the entire direction ofthis platform. So we made a decision. Hardly Initiated isn&#39;t just a podcast anymore. It&#39;s anetwork. In this episode we open up about the pivot nobody asked us to make: whyJessica stepped away from relationship content to build Initiated By God,why Michael is considering taking over the show he handed off, what thecomments got wrong about &#34;replacing then with a woman,&#34; and how five showsa week get made. Two people who already have full lives, two boys, andInvest Fest two weeks away. We&#39;re also introducing the full lineup for the first time: MONDAY — Initiated By God with Jessica Laine McDonaldTUESDAY — Hardly Initiated with Michael J. MacDonaldWEDNESDAY — Spiritual Discernment with Bishop SenegalTHURSDAY — Bible Study With The Homies (live) With LadunFRIDAY — Hardly In Love With/ Special Host One of those started with a single person in a room. It&#39;s now close to 100people packed into a coffee shop every Thursday night. We&#39;re taking itoutside those four walls. Content is king — but context is what makes it matter. We&#39;re not here togossip and we&#39;re not here to tear people down. We&#39;re building for whoeveris sitting in a dark place right now looking for God and doesn&#39;t know howto hear Him. New studio. New shows. Same mission. Subscribe so you don&#39;t miss the launch of all five. Stay initiated. — 00:00 We&#39;ve been gone — here&#39;s why01:15 The new studio (and the real reason we moved out the house)02:40 &#34;Seek ye first the kingdom&#34; — the decision behind the pivot04:05 What the Philip Anthony Mitchell episode exposed05:30 Announcing the full network lineup07:10 Bible Study With The Homies: 1 person to 10009:00 &#34;Relationships is not me&#34; — knowing what you&#39;re not called to10:45 Should Michael take back Hardly Initiated?12:20 The dream guest list14:00 InvestFest: the biggest business plan can&#39;t happen without God — #HardlyInitiated #InitiatedByGod #FaithBasedPodcast #ChristianPodcast#MarketplaceMinistry #BlackChristianPodcast #PurposeOverPain #EarnYourLeisureHost Jessica Laine-MacDonald:https://www.instagram.com/itsjessicalaine/ Renew The Mind Journal:https://www.hardlyinitiated.com/products/renew-the-mind-journal Fight The Flesh Bracelet:https://www.hardlyinitiated.com/products/fight-the-flesh-bracelet Hardly In Love Dating Cards:https://www.hardlyinitiated.com/products/dating-deck Apply for Teach The Game Thursdays:https://forms.gle/b3mxsAhMd6hx4AnN9

Hardly Initiated Network: Five Shows, One Mission, and the Pivot That Started It

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He told her he didn’t want to get married. She didn’t cry, didn’t beg, didn’t ask why. She left — and started dating a millionaire major league baseball player. A year later, a broke, overweight preacher called her and said five words: “God said you’re my wife.” She said okay. That was 31 years ago. In this episode of Initiated By God, Jessica Laine MacDonald sits down with Bishop R.C. Blakes and Lady Lisa Blakes — the couple behind The Father Daughter Talk, Queenology, and a global movement healing women around the world. They open up about losing their entire church overnight in Hurricane Katrina and rebuilding from zero at 40, the depression nobody saw while he was saving lives every Sunday, and how Lady Lisa turned surviving childhood abuse into a ministry that fills altars with women who thought they were alone. Bishop Blakes breaks down the father wound — how it gives the world access to a woman’s soul, why it’s the root of “my type,” and the biggest lie wounded women tell themselves. Plus: why you should never marry potential, what an unhealed person looks like inside a marriage, why happy marriage became taboo, and the generational curse they intentionally broke in their son. “Everybody wants the anointing. Nobody wants the crushing.”If you’ve ever wondered why you keep choosing the same kind of person — this conversation is the answer. ⏱ CHAPTERS00:00 Welcome and Introductions01:48 Katrina Loss and Rebuild03:01 No Options but Faith05:28 Wife as Covering09:09 The Wounded Healer11:04 Turning Wounds to Doors13:22 Finding Purpose in Pain17:28 Anointing and Crushing19:44 Pain as Identity26:16 Healing Through Marriage28:57 Father Daughter Talk32:38 Father Wounds Explained38:53 Unhealed in Marriage41:07 His Past and Consecration42:54 She Left for a Millionaire43:18 Becoming Whole First44:11 Calling Her Back Home45:08 Her Strength to Walk Away48:25 God Confirmed the Marriage50:30 Healing Starts with God54:44 Why Happy Marriages Feel Taboo01:00:12 Don’t Marry Potential01:04:26 Biblical Submission and Safety01:06:59 Reconnect with Fun and Vision01:09:31 Fight for Marriage with Change01:12:24 Breaking Generational Curses01:14:20 Books Ministry and Farewell 📖 Get The Father Daughter Talk, Queenology &amp; Training for Reigning — rcblakesstore.com or Amazon Subscribe and stay initiated.

The Father Wound, Healing Before Marriage & Losing It All | Bishop R.C. Blakes & Lady Lisa Blakes

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A prophet walked into a small church in Waxhaw, North Carolina, pointed at a woman, and exposed an affair in front of the whole congregation — down to the hotel key sitting in a man&#39;s wallet. He was right. And he now says he was wrong. In this episode of Initiated By God, Jessica Laine McDonald sits down with Bishop Demetrius Senegal — the &#34;master prophet&#34; training nearly 7,000 prophets across 43 countries — for one of the most unfiltered conversations you&#39;ll ever hear about the prophetic. He breaks down the difference between false prophets, true prophets, and people who are simply not prophets, why the &#34;10 millionaires by Friday&#34; prophecy machine needs to be held accountable, and what really opens the door when believers dabble in tarot cards, psychics, and horoscopes. He also goes where most prophets won&#39;t: the time his gift outran his maturity, the prophecy a political leader ignored right before losing everything, why he asks God to show him nothing about the women he dates, and how to finally tell the difference between God&#39;s voice and your own. If you&#39;ve ever been hurt by a prophetic word, manipulated in God&#39;s name, or just want to know who&#39;s really hearing from Heaven — this conversation is for you. ⏱ CHAPTERS00:00 Prophetic Culture Today01:08 Life Before the Call02:52 Hearing God Early06:53 Discerning Gods Voice10:20 The Cost of Yes14:06 When Prophets Want Out17:11 Spiritual Gifts and Darkness25:26 Master Prophet Explained27:50 Social Media and Prophecy29:40 Ego and Entertainment33:15 Gift Ahead of Maturity37:17 Hard Words to Deliver40:12 Spotting False Prophets40:28 False True or Not41:27 Fruit and Accountability42:44 When Words Miss44:35 Judging Prophecies47:24 Healing From Abuse48:49 Prophets Responsibilities51:57 Idolatry and Validation53:55 Trust and Self Doubt57:23 Loneliness and Dating01:03:09 Prophetic Discernment Love01:07:49 Lessons and Losses01:11:17 Awakening and Training01:13:10 Programs and Farewell 📖 Get &#34;Prophetic Identity Formation&#34; on Amazon | Prophetic Certification Intensives: bishopdjs.comSubscribe and stay initiated.

False Prophets, God's Voice & The Spirit Realm | Bishop Demetrius Senegal Ep.2

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The first episode of Initiated By God had to start here. Last year, Jessica Laine McDonald&#39;s head shattered a windshield. She lost her memory. She doesn&#39;t remember any of it — but her journal does. One entry reads: &#34;Pastor Philip Anthony Mitchell prayed for you.&#34; What she didn&#39;t know until recently: he stopped his entire staff meeting, shut down every room in the building, and formed a prayer circle around her on FaceTime. The next day, her recovery began. That&#39;s why he&#39;s sitting across from her for the very first conversation of this new assignment.In this episode, Pastor Philip Anthony Mitchell opens up like few have heard him before — the night he sat with a shotgun and a bottle of Hennessy before God met him in a bathroom, the four years he ran from his calling, the five-year battle with depression he&#39;s never preached about, and the week half the country tried to cancel him. He breaks down what really happens the moment you say yes to God, how to tell His voice from your own and the enemy&#39;s, why rest is holy, and the one question that determines whether your trauma becomes your identity or your testimony: Do you want to be healed? If you&#39;re stepping into a new assignment, running from one, or sitting in a prison cell with the door wide open — this conversation was initiated by God for you. ⏱ CHAPTERS00:00 Suicidal Breaking Point00:30 Healing and Trauma00:44 Discerning Gods Voice00:56 Joy in Persecution01:16 Podcast Launch Intro02:49 Prayer Circle Miracle06:21 Rest and Sabbatical08:06 Warfare After Yes11:39 Handling Criticism Wisely18:29 Transitions and Opposition24:01 Called to Ministry Story35:39 Stewardship Over Outcomes40:56 Protecting Mental Real Estate48:31 Please Don’t Die Silent49:06 Clinical vs Spiritual Battle50:43 Tailored Help Plan51:43 Counting Trials as Joy52:48 Cancel Storm Testimony55:59 Voices That Matter59:37 James and Jesus’ Brothers01:01:45 Suffering That Forms or Breaks01:04:58 Do You Want Healing01:11:57 Open Doors to Warfare01:13:40 Why People Leave Church01:18:55 Church Hurt and Expectations01:24:42 2AM Surrender Invitation01:26:38 Book Tour and Farewell 📖 Pre-order Pastor Mitchell&#39;s new book &#34;Contend&#34; — contendbook.comSubscribe and stay initiated. Host Jessica Laine-MacDonald:https://www.instagram.com/itsjessicalaine/ Renew The Mind Journal:https://www.hardlyinitiated.com/products/renew-the-mind-journal Fight The Flesh Bracelet:https://www.hardlyinitiated.com/products/fight-the-flesh-bracelet Hardly In Love Dating Cards:https://www.hardlyinitiated.com/products/dating-deck Apply for Teach The Game Thursdays:https://forms.gle/b3mxsAhMd6hx4AnN9

The Prayer That Brought Me Back | Pastor Philip Anthony Mitchell on Running From God, Warfare & Healing Ep.1

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> Initiated By God isn't a show. It's an assignment.

> 
> Hosted by Jessica Laine MacDonald, Initiated By God is a faith-forward
> interview series for people who've heard God call them to something — and
> are trying to find the courage to say yes. After a life-altering accident
> and a miraculous recovery, Jessica surrendered her platform to God and
> stepped into a new season of obedience. This show is what came out of it.

> 
> Each episode, Jessica sits down with pastors, leaders, entrepreneurs, and
> everyday believers for raw, unfiltered conversations about calling,
> spiritual warfare, healing, transition, and what it actually costs to obey
> God when nobody around you understands. No veneer of perfection. No
> church-flyer answers. Just real testimony from people who've been broken,
> rebuilt, and sent. If you're stepping into a new assignment, running from
> one, or sitting in a season you didn't choose — this show was initiated by
> God for you.

> 
> New episodes weekly. Stay initiated.